Ku hilang dalam ramai Di kala hujan renyai Tangis ku tahankan berderai (Tangis di genangan berderai)
Ku hilang dalam ramai Tanganku hulur longlai Hasratku simpan tak tercapai (tergapai)
Kau berpaling dan pergi Membuatku sangsi Bunga mawar bersusuk duri
Kau berpaling dan pergi Mencuri nurani Ku berpaut bayang sendiri
Uhh..hilai ketawa Tak terdengar jelas sempat terakam Deru tangisan Rintihan panjang Entah dari manakah...datang Uhh..bagai gelombang
Menghukum aku...tanpa kasihan... ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
1:13 AM
Friday, April 29, 2005
hUrT... sO hUrT... vErY hUrT... tOo HuRt... DeEpLy HuRt... ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
5:17 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Alhamdulillah iv finally completed my course in Accountancy..Was so vy the nervous seh..My frens all rcvd their results thru sms as early as 9am but i only had the courage to go NPAL at noon..i din register for my exam results to be sent to me thru sms bcos tkot tkle angkat ah..Who knws..I may be in the middle of the road, crossing..When suddenly i rcv a msg abt my results on my hp..If the result is bad, i may decide to jz sty on the road & allow any vehicle tt passes by to knock me dwn..If the result is gd, i may be overjoyed tt i sty in the middle of the road with a daze, or i cross the road in a daze..Hahaha..Anw, to my frens who passed, congrats to all of u..As for those who din do too well, dun be discouraged..Anggaplah kegagalan kali ini sebagai pembakar semangat and work hard so as not to allow urslf to fail again..I truly understand how it feels to fail..Bcos i myslf hav failed before..And i made sure tt it NEVER EVER happens to me again..Failure actually makes u perform better in the future..So, my dear frens..Do not feel discouraged aites!"Reach For The Stars!"(To any Bukit Viewans reading my blog, u shd knw well tt phrase.. ;) ) ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
9:20 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
woah..so very the PINK hor..! ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
11:16 PM
mirror mirror on the wall..who..who..erm..who has the sweetest smile?no0ra or me? ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
11:14 PM
.....................................................................how long has it been?june..then break..then "patch"..then again..september was the last i think..since then, i have been hoping.."seteguh lagu merdu..aku masih menantikan kenangan yg baru.." and then, OUT OF BLUE........u came back..and remind me of the good times we had together..u called me the way u used to..u treat me the way u used to..and u even told me........argh!it has been so0o hard to get over u..and now u come back saying those things..its too late..no its not possible..... ***to abg, i love u and will forever stay faithful to u insyaallah..syg promise*** ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
9:55 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
was yday the last??i hope not..but i guess it was..yes, maybe we alumnis will be invited to future mcc gatherings..but it juz wun be the same anymore..bcos the club has been whr i found my happiness..my frens..it has made me into what i am today..alhamdulillah..im glad to be part of the club..im gonna miss the pple, the clubhouse, the fun & craziness we had together as a huge happy family..hmmm...di kala suka dan duka, mcc telah menjadi sebahagian besar dari hidupku..di kala suka, aku berkongsi kegembiraan bersama teman2..ketawa, bercanda..i juz lurve all of them..di kala susah, mereka setia berada di sisi menangis bersamaku..tak dpt aku bayangkan hidupku tanpa mcc kelak..aku tak dpt bayangkan dan tak ingin bayangkan..haha..most of my darling frens are from mcc..in fact, they are my brothers and sisters..I LOVE THEM..thank you very much evryone..iv grown to be who i am today..dunno if its gd or bad..hehe..yanie da reti nyanyi depan org..be more sociable..pendek kata mcm2 yanie da buat la!alhamdulillah..a positive change for me i would say..and 1 more thing..i get to know many kinds of pple in mcc..terlalu banyak jenis manusia..dan ini telah membuat yanie lebih mengenali erti kehidupan..hmmm...in future yanie da takle nangis kat clubhouse lagi..dunno y but i juz luv crying there.. ;p ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
10:58 PM
WeEe!! HePi BdAy DeE!! i lUpP u!! hehe..yday went dee's chalet at dwntwneast..my syg n me went reachd thr ard 4+ liddat la..we went to pasiris park sedot2 n hirop2 d angin..hehheh..n we wrapped dee's present by the beach..haha..nvr done suc ting b4..kalo main pasir ke main air ke biasa buat ah pt tepi pantai..ini bungkos hadiah..dgn hnya brbekalkan wrapping ppr n scotchtape n my screwdriver wic has provd 2b useful quite afew times..sori dee it was kinda las minit..bt ur present gt bau2 angin laot tau!hehe..den we made our way to dee's chalet..bt b4 tt me n nad tot nk alas perot or sth..skali mat deris saw us n stoppd us frm doin so..it was gd he did tt ah bcos thr was reali ALOT of food at dee's chalet..n they were finger-licking GOOD..yummy!!tgklah tgn saper yg cocok fishball n ayam (no0ra) n tgn saper yg mengipas dan membakar dan terbakar (deris,ayie,e'an,dee's mom n frns)..had a gd time la..kitorg tktau malu buat mcm chalet sendiri pulak..golek2 atas katil org.. =p .. took pix..mingle2 wif mcc peepz..'karaoke'..mkn KEK..thx riyan our unofficial cake supplier..haha..the MANGO cake was superb..den ard 10+ me nad noora went off..i cud ovrnite bt nah..no 'kaki' la..n akcli i was stil surprised la tt mrng mama said papa allow me to overnite at the chalet..haha..is dis for real??wow..my parnts nw lemme go jb w frns n i cn oso sty ovrnite at frn's chalet..w00h00!! ♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @
2:56 PM