Sunday, September 04, 2005
work..da tkle angkat..nak seret pon tak larat..aper2 ah..keje salah..tk keje pon salah..kalo tk keje org smue asek tnye..ingt org tk bingit ke aper..mcm senang gitu ehh nak dpt keje..abe da keje..pon org bising..psal aku ari2 balik lambat..pernah sampai balik kol 12am..saturdays pon keje 1/2 day mcm 1 day..tak dibayar overtime..lambat dpt gaji..kena marah rabakgilerbaMbi..kena buat mcm2..panjat2..angkat2..aper2 ah..smlm paling rabak laa kannn..kena kutuk & humiliate..aper2 k..aku tahan..thx to my dear colleagues who were concerned..buat dek jer yanie..persevere..aku jarang citer pt blog pasal keje..bt dis time im blogging abt it..kenaper ek?nak ngadu?tah laa..aku blog jer..aper2..
i feel really exhausted..mcm2 problem timbul..wat with mama lagi..aku stress, mama pon stress..btol2 da tak terseret ahh..alot of tings on my mind seh..menangis rabakgilerbaMbi..semangat jojet pon da takde..tinking of wrk 24/7..not tt i want, bt bende tu da melekat pt pikiran..it keeps haunting me..i even dreamt abt wrk..haiyo0o..seriusly..i din wanna admit it, but..hmmm..i dun feel like dancing anymore..cnt focus..cnt concentrate at all..thrs alwys sth else on my mind..hw to dance if u cnt gt the feel?mcm tkde tenaga pon yer..tah laa eh..
anothr prob..i feel trapped..trapped bcos..haiz, mende ni tkle citer pt sini ar..sensitip..bt..hw??wat to do?follow who?follow wat?i dunno..i dunno..i dunno..
lastly, si KODOK..i cried rabakgilerbambi again..each time i tink abt it, tears will flow like the niagara falls..
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