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Thursday, September 29, 2005

WHY?? I wonder.. And wonder.. And wonder..

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 10:34 PM



Sunday, September 25, 2005

I need a break.....



Suddenly teringat zaman pergi Perth dgn Lis, Dayah, Zana & June dulu..Away from the stress back home..I truly enjoyed my time over there..Making new friends..Enjoying the beautiful sceneries..Sleeping with my girlfriends altogether in a ro0m..On a bed..o0o0o0o0hhhh.....Wakakakakakakaaa..Keluar merayap di kota Perth..Haiyo, I miss I miss I miss!!

Haishhh..Kalaulah aku ada duit, skrg jgk aku nak pergi..Away from problems..Away from LOVE..Yup..

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 6:36 PM



Sunday, September 11, 2005

hmmm..sunday oso muz wakeup early2 seh..it's my ONLY day off leh..bt nvm..wakeup for a gd cause..MAKAN lah, wat else!!hahaha..went lagun sari to celeb ariff & tok pin's bday..hmm..oklah..hmmm..

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stop.treating.me.this.way.please.
you.are.treating.me.like..like..taktau ahh aper..
masih.tak.puas.hati.ke.apa.
yanie.pun.ada.perasaan.ok.
jangan.paksa.yanie.
how.do.i.make.you.understand.
pls.pls.pls.
try.to.understand.
don't.do.this.to.me.

you are receiving more than enough..my friend's mums don't even know so much abt them..dunno who their child's frens are..dunno where they go..dunno wats gg on in their lyf..and so on laaaaa..i let u knw so0o much abt my life..isn't tt gd enuf??why muz u do dis to me??why muz u treat me dis way??u shd be glad tt i share so0o much with u..i am very hurt..truly deeply hurt.. :'(

(thx for being there for me, D..i appreciate it..)

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 11:20 PM



whatever you wish for, mama..

dun put the blame on me alone..it's not as if i've never told you before..i did, but you still insisted..and i hate it when people make false accusations of myself..but whatever..from now onwards, you will handle my life..you will make the decisions & choices..i don't want any life..let you control it, okay..happy or not, i'll just go with your say..since you can't accept my explanation, i have nothing else to say.....

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 1:24 AM



Saturday, September 10, 2005

yanie nari as usual jako0onz again..mentang2 name masok dlm straits times sukerrr seh..amue org call carik yarni..hahaha..ok, fifie is on long leave..so im the accts cum admin cum receptionist..segagah2 fifie pon kena seek professional help, aper lagi yanie yg tak seberapa gagah ni..silap2 diri sendiri pon aku tak kenal lagi nanti..aper2 ah..jz pray tt i'l be fine..

then after work went jln2 with nicholas..haha..trying to tackle me isit, nicholas?hahaha..kidding.. ;p

tmr got performance..bt tdy, of all day, sakit kakiku menyerang lagi..haiyo0o..kesakitan yg keteramatan kesedapansss..

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 1:11 AM



Thursday, September 08, 2005

ok so im not the only one to think that way..hmmm..i know she did it for my own good, but somehow i feel hurt..hurt that she actually had to resort to doing that..checking my handphone and then acting as though nothing happened..where's my privacy?whwere's my personal space?

i hate it seh..mama, there's no more trust between us..i find it hard to trust u nw..and i know u dun trust me anymore..

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he deserves it..

so..why am i weeping??

why shd i bother anymore??

it's the final goodbye..

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 11:12 PM



Sunday, September 04, 2005

work..da tkle angkat..nak seret pon tak larat..aper2 ah..keje salah..tk keje pon salah..kalo tk keje org smue asek tnye..ingt org tk bingit ke aper..mcm senang gitu ehh nak dpt keje..abe da keje..pon org bising..psal aku ari2 balik lambat..pernah sampai balik kol 12am..saturdays pon keje 1/2 day mcm 1 day..tak dibayar overtime..lambat dpt gaji..kena marah rabakgilerbaMbi..kena buat mcm2..panjat2..angkat2..aper2 ah..smlm paling rabak laa kannn..kena kutuk & humiliate..aper2 k..aku tahan..thx to my dear colleagues who were concerned..buat dek jer yanie..persevere..aku jarang citer pt blog pasal keje..bt dis time im blogging abt it..kenaper ek?nak ngadu?tah laa..aku blog jer..aper2..

i feel really exhausted..mcm2 problem timbul..wat with mama lagi..aku stress, mama pon stress..btol2 da tak terseret ahh..alot of tings on my mind seh..menangis rabakgilerbaMbi..semangat jojet pon da takde..tinking of wrk 24/7..not tt i want, bt bende tu da melekat pt pikiran..it keeps haunting me..i even dreamt abt wrk..haiyo0o..seriusly..i din wanna admit it, but..hmmm..i dun feel like dancing anymore..cnt focus..cnt concentrate at all..thrs alwys sth else on my mind..hw to dance if u cnt gt the feel?mcm tkde tenaga pon yer..tah laa eh..

anothr prob..i feel trapped..trapped bcos..haiz, mende ni tkle citer pt sini ar..sensitip..bt..hw??wat to do?follow who?follow wat?i dunno..i dunno..i dunno..

lastly, si KODOK..i cried rabakgilerbambi again..each time i tink abt it, tears will flow like the niagara falls..

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 11:10 PM



Thursday, September 01, 2005

"E eh yanie tma kasih byk2 smoga berbahagia d dunia dn akhirat murah rezeki bertemu jodoh dgn org yg baik2 aamin"

Terima kasih Cikgu Katijah.. =)

♥ bisikan hatiku ♥ @ 11:45 PM