Sunday, July 24, 2005

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Friday, July 22, 2005

went to watch Sanggul Sentuhan. din understand a thing.

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

try doin accts for 4 companies (2 spore & 2 mlysia). try bein an accts asst for a company which only employs a part-time accountant (who only cums into e office on saturdays). the result?
=====> yanot slenger beruban berjerawat berkedut

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

tgh blur2 jln pt bb int aft wrk..skali terpandang..o0ops..kairul & kak rozi..ajat gegerl..naseb baik terprasan siang2..tros me jalan alternative route..they seem happy together..bagoslah tu..salah aku jgk..he deserves better..

lpas tu balik rumah tah aper hal da sorang2 pt umah ble menangis rabak2 pulak..taktau knape..tiba2 si dier muncol dlm pikiran..then terpikir knape aku suker dier..mcm maner aku ble terjatuh pat dier..terpikir knape aku syg sgt pat dier..i dun understand..the love is to0 strong..

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

biler tengok muka dia & dengar suara dia..Ya Allah..i miss him i miss him i miss him......gosh i've just realised how badly i miss him........

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bila rindu..terkenangmu siang ku terasa sayu..syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam..jauh terbang diriku melayang..

yanot rindu..rindu kengkawan..rindu np..rindu lectures & tutorials..rindu studying like mad for common test..biler baca blog kengkawan smue mcm jealous gitu..masih boleh belajar & go online & have fun & hangout at clubhouse..masih boleh enjoy..pergi tgk dikir comp laa..bestnyerrr..wahai kengkawanku sekalian, hargailah masamu sebagai pelajar di np..and i am still yanot@kupang..i still am..those names will stick forever..it will remind me of the sweet memories i shared with my mcc peepz..

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

alhamdulillah i've officially graduated frm ngee ann poly with a diploma in accountancy..it was a memorable day for me..bayangkan, time national anthem jer yanie dah sebak..haha..i'm glad i din trip on stage or whatsoever..and the food sedap banget..and best of all, i got to meet my frens and lecturers and tutors..took photos with them..but..yanie terkilan pasal tak dpt amek gambar dgn dia..he lo0ked great in his navy uniform..suddenly terfikir..terfikir..terfikir aper yek..tkpelah..tak boleh bilang org ah..shhhhh..... ;p

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

yanie today tangan gatal..disebabkan tangan yg gatal, lepas tu yanie jadi sakit hati..aku sukerrr...

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Monday, July 11, 2005

u came and showered me with what i've been missing..ur care..ur jokes..ur voice which i long to hear..it felt good..i felt good..for awhile..it feels as if things were back to normal..but i know..i know it wouldn't last..so i've stopped dreaming.

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

mama says im getting weaker..arrghh!!really meh??dun liddat leh..i dun want..haiyo..but..hmmm..these few days me memang lain macam..accident-prone..even at home can get accident seh..now i've got cuts and bruises and blue-blacks everywhere..haha..now yanie not so plain anymore..got 'decorations' here and there..yday i almost tripped while crossing the road..and got a car cuming leh..then i almost fell down thrice..i feel so very the lembik..and my hand which i injured drg the ubin trip..sampai skrg tak baik2 da satu hal..but tangan ni semakin sakit laa kann..i tink wat sallehan said is true ah..maybe got internal injury..hmmm..i wanna go azpirasi practice dis saturday..but..kalo mcm ni, how eh??

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Your Icecream Flavour is... French Vanilla!

You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

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Remember, when we're thinking of someone, it's often because they're thinking of us too. Prepare yourself to meet up with them, and don't pretend that you're not tickled when it happens.

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

it isn't wrong to think of the sweet memories you once shared with him, is it?

it isn't wrong to still keep a little bit of hope for that someone, is it?

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Monday, July 04, 2005

the crazier your actions, the more miserable you are actually feeling inside.. the more silly things you do are actually meant to make yourself feel better.. true? hahahahahahaha..

i dun want to bother them.. they've all got problems of their own.. semua org ader masalah masing2.. buat apa nak tambahkan masalah mereka dgn masalah kiter sendiri.. no.. dun bother them yanie..

i nid a place.. a place where i can cry my heart out alone.. im tired of holding back my tears.. im tired of crying in silence.. i wanna cry.. cry my heart out.. cry my heart out alone.. alone..

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

tdy watched ivp silat again. with nad lina lala & kaisipot. power gedegak ahh. congrats to all the winners. i tink i oso da giler silat ah. camaner ni? haha..

anw, at times while watching the match i kept thinking how go0d it would be if we can see the kesemangatan between the 3 malay/muslim clubs in np drg the ivp. members from all 3 clubs cuming down to support the np pesilats. theres no need to wait for events like nostalgia baru kiter boleh lihat kesemangatan/kesepaduan/kerjasama/jalinan antara those 3 clubs. kalau boleh terus maintain ah. saling sokong-menyokong & tolong-menolong. it builds up the np team spirit & a healthy relationship. from there all 3 clubs will benefit. maner lah tahu all the 3 clubs boleh menjadi semakin gah & from there we'll be able to produce/organise big grand events professionally. kan bagusssss..... insyaallah i hope this will happen in the future.

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i've promised myself not to bother them with my problem anymore and thats just what i've been doing. is this go0d or is this bad? it should be go0d laa huh.. no need to trouble others for my remeh problem. pendamkan segalanya yanie. jangan asyik nak susahkan orang. sikit2 nak ngadu. grow up lah!

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on fri went nyp to watch their mcg drama production. it was an excellent performance put up. the story was very touching. i wept. afew times. bcos it reminded me. of kisah lama. i've long left it behind anyway. all i wish to say now is SyukurAlhamdulillah..

well, i received sms from someone while on the way to nyp. dunno why he bothered to tell me. congrats to him anyway. i received his smses again later at night. i dun wish to carry on with what happened after that. gdnite.

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Friday, July 01, 2005

yday went searching for the company with nad. but din manage to find it. bayang pon tak nampak ahh. setakat kena lambai & whistle & stare ngan workers & drivers over there. scary.. i dun wana work at such place. then to0k bus 154 to the next destination. wen i kol the person was having meeting. i was tol he/she will contact back. was already halfway there. so we dropped at sch lor maner tau the person will contact me so0n. but he/she din. hmmm. we went to sch lib to search for classified. tapi takde. yg ader cuma DIER. the jerk who gave me hopes and talked abt being back together and said he still had feelings for me before finally telling me that he was happily attached 1 week later. dunno if he noticed us. aper2 ah. din hav any impact on me anyway. i was proud of myself. *thumbs up yanie*

then we went up to lvl 5 to continue koling2. hmmph. nut, did that person kol u bck?? i doubt he did. aper2 ah. then we had takoyaki at ctn1. mmmmm..niceee.. then went up to chse to meet the peepz. will meet them again later at nyp. yeay.. went off at nearly 8pm la. dats all.

at home.. read that bo0k. haiz..i cannot read bo0ks laa..confirm will tsunami punyer..aper2 ah..read till 2am..but din sleep after that..continued with tsunami till i fell asleep at dunno wat time laa..


[i've been doing good. i never thought about it till it suddenly struck my mind while i was tsunami-ing to sleep last nite. today is our 4th. well, supposedly.. wth laa.. i've been doing so0o go0d seyyy.. i never thought about it. i din even remember.. sekali last nite boleh menyinggah ke kepala hotak pulak! and it was the first thing which came to mind the moment i woke up this morning. and it bothers me.. i kept thinking of what he did exactly 1 week ago. why?? what?? YOU LEFT ME CLUELESS!!]

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