Wednesday, March 16, 2005
my IBS standup presentation has jz ended..lemme tel u..it was BAD..i wasnt prepared..alot of "erm.." and "er.."..i suddenly had no idea of wat to tok abt..haiz..i din sleep jz to prepare ppt for this final presentation..i went thru alot..i was akcli in pain since the evening at mcc chse and the pain gt worse at night..dunno whr i placed my painkillers..even if the painkillers were available i wudnt want to take it anw..hehehe..i had to redo the ppt bcos the one i did was out of point..jauh tersimpang dari guidelines..haha..lpas tu da buat2, pc plak BOOM..abes..gone..redo again..luckily i gt encouraging frns like Noora and Lavanya and Huijun who accompanied me thruout the nite till early mrng at msn..Lavanya, Huijun and i kept checking on each other's progress..comparing hw many slides we gt and wat selling pts we hav..smakin pagi smakin kurang man00sia pt msn..smue man00sia rajen jer yg online..hehe..rajen terpaksa..buat pojek..i tink mrP oso was doin IBS till early mrng..met him dis jz nw..his IBS was at the nx classrm..he was oso wearing formal..encem noh.. ;).. hmmm...afew more presentations to go and then i cn leave dis classrm..i cnt b bothered to listen to the othr presentatns..mtg syira ltr to pass her stuff..aft tt..dunno whr to go..mayb i go hom slp or spend time w nad at chse..my initial plan was to study in sch aft IBS but i din brg any studying mtrls to sch..tgh kelamkabot i jz packed my lptp n left for sch dis mrng..din evn bothr to put on makeup for presentatn..hahaha..nurul askd me to eat w her aft IBS but im nt hungry at all..da mkn bnyk pagi buta tadi..nk keep awake punyer psal..kjap2 mkn..abe tu bukak radio dgr citer hantu biar yanie tk tertido..hehehe..HAIZ...actually..se-actual2nyer..i cnt stp tinking abt it..hav i made a mistake??did i make the same silly mistake as before??pls..pls tell me no..contact me..prove to me..dun lemme gt hurt again..i wun b able to take it anymore..im nt in the best of mood these days..all bcos of it.....oh god, pls hlp me..i wanna b happy..i dun wish to go thru it anothr time..no.....
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