Monday, February 28, 2005

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

yesterday..Gema Puisi Artistik 2005.. Alhamdullillah..evryting went sm00thly..had great fun..I will nvr forget dis experience..I actually talked ALONE in front of so0o many pple!wow..nvr xpect i could do it..I will nvr forget the funny incidents that happened to0..like my clip-on mic wic almost dropped from my costume..the others had no idea wat i was actually doin on that stage..strugglin to adjust my mic in between movements..hahaha..GPA2005 best!!

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kuncu-kuncu ngee ann poly.. 

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sorg satu tgh syok sendiri.. 

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the gals in white.. 

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tak..tak..tak..DUNG!! 

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syura ke tu?! 

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syura..still sweet as ever.. 

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yaty..da masok m00d nk naik loktang.. 

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tina posing with statue yanie 

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

suddenly feelin down.. hmm.. dunno for wat reason.. studies? projects? gpa? frns? HmMmMm..
HMMMMMMMM........

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Brother, you may feel that you are alone right now.. But do remember that you are actually not.. Fikir sendiri.. Siapa yg menjauhkan diri dari siapa? You used to be very friendly and cheerful, but look at what's happened to you now.. Siapa yg dah berubah? Kita semua tak pernah berubah, malah we are still hoping for the old you to return.. We miss the times when we used to joke and hang around with you.. Jgn sia-siakan persahabatan.. Put aside your ego.. Tak elok membangga diri.. Benda2 mcm tu yg buat org kurang senang mendampingi kita.. Tak ada apa yg perlu dimalukan.. Buang yg keruh dan ambil yg jernih.. InsyaAllah, your life will be more tenang and meaningful..

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Monday, February 21, 2005

Been really busy these days.. I miss Ariff my nephew.. Haiz.. Miss fetching him from sch.. Miss watching Hi-5 with him.. Miss playing and joking around with him.. Pagi-pagi dia datang tengah tidur.. Me pun dah nak pergi school.. Then bila me balik school, dia pun dah balik rumah dia.. HmMmMm..

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

~CINTA TRAGIKA~

Sesingkat waktu itu
Aku masih dahagakan sesuatu darimu
Sekilat cinta ragu
Engkau masih menidakkan
Perasaan rindumu

Jikalau pelangi enggan bermain
Wewarnanya
Jikalau mentari enggan berkongsi
Bebahangnya

Barulah aku mengaku
Cinta kita telah musnah
Barulah aku mengaku
Cinta kita kekal padam

Ditelan kerakusan
Kenyataan kehidupan
Dipukul kegagahan
Kepahitannya harapan

Engkaulah lambang cinta
Karam tragika
Akulah di bahtera
Cinta tragika

Barulah aku mengaku
Cinta kita telah musnah
Barulah aku mengaku
Cinta kita kekal padam

Seteguh lagu merdu
Aku masih menantikan
Kenangan yang baru
Sekilat cinta ragu
Engkau masih menidakkan
Perasaan rindumu

Jikalau pelangi enggan bermain
Wewarnanya
Jikalau mentari enggan berkongsi
Bebahangnya

Barulah aku mengaku
Cinta kita telah musnah
Barulah aku mengaku
Cinta kita kekal padam

Ditelan kerakusan
Kenyataan kehidupan
Dipukul kegagahan
Kepahitannya harapan

Engkaulah lambang cinta
Karam tragika
Akulah di bahtera
Cinta tragika

Baru lah aku mengaku
Cinta kita telah musnah
Barulah aku mengaku
Cinta kita kekal padam

(hehe.. I simply lurveEe dis song.. Very the feeling liddat.. But it has got nuthing to do with my love life laa.. Me no love life one.. Haha..)

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

Saat kita memulai memahami
Apa erti kehidupan ini
Seharusnya telah mensyukuri
Segala yang kita punyai

Jangan saling menyiksa diri
Mari saling melihat diri

Bukankah kita dari satu yang dicipta
Oleh kuasanya yang tertinggi
Namun mengapa harus ada iri dengki
Satu dan lainnya

Jangan saling menyiksa diri
Mari saling melihat diri

Mari meminta memohon ampunannya
Atas segala dosa yang telah kita lakukan
Mari sama lepaskan rasa dendam yang ada
Kendalikanlah diri dari nafsu duniawi

Jangan saling menyiksa diri
Mari saling melihat lagi

Mari meminta memohon ampunannya
Atas segala dosa yang telah kita lakukan
Mari sama lepaskan rasa dendam yang ada
Kendalikanlah diri dari nafsu duniawi

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Okay.. I am sorry to everyone.. And I mean everyone.. I know there are some people out there who may be unsatisfied with what I have done.. I have my reasons for doing that alright.. I just wanted to end everything.. Peacefully.. I don't want to be troubled by it anymore.. So before I close the chapter, I just wanted to clear everything.. Clarify whatever needs to be clarified; apologise for whatever needs to be apologised for.. It doesn't harm to apologise, and anyway I DO have wrongs towards him.. That is precisely why I apologised before I leave everything behind.. Salah ke?? Kalau masih tak puas hati, terpulanglah.. There's nothing I can do..

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Monday, February 07, 2005

I'm sorry Sa'lan.. Truely sincerely sorry.. I really am.. I know you read my blog.. I apologise for every bad thing I have said of you.. I will try not to blog anything bad about you anymore.. But I've explained to you why I did that.. I don't hate you.. Trust me.. You say you never have hatred towards me but I never know if you're saying the truth.. You said I hate you and that is so not true.. You told me to forget the past.. I've tried, and that is just what I am still trying to do.. It is always easier said than done.. You don't know what I'm going through.. And I think you will never understand.. You told me to grow up.. So I'm immature.. Okay.. I accept that.. Maybe I really am.. You said I kutuk you depan orang ramai.. Did I? Okay, maybe i didn't realise that.. But from what I remember, there were only us and Kai and my friend Zack at the booth.. And that wasn't a kutuk! I was just saying the truth.. Answering to what you and Kai were debating about.. But whatever.. I apologise okay? I'm sorry if I burukkan you depan orang lain.. I'm sorry if I talk bad about you to others.. You said I have not seen the changes in you.. Yes, I have seen it.. You really are changing.. But you still have a lot to improve on.. I have told you whatever you need to know just now.. Now it is up to you to reflect on yourself and decide on what you want to do next in your life.. Like I said, "Tepuk dada tanya selera".. I apologise again for whatever bad things I have done towards you.. There is something about you which I can't seem to understand till today.. So I'm assuming that I am at fault in this matter.. Because there may be something that I am unaware of.. I tak faham you.. Yanie bersalah.. I minta maaf.. Peace okay..

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Kenapalah aku ni baik sgt? Sekali-sekala kenalah pentingkan diri sendiri! Aku utamakan org lain, menyusahkan diri sendiri jer! ISYYY!! GERAMM!! I was supposed to mit my grpmates for AFA proj.. today due but stil haven't finished.. Unfortunately this mrng my mum suddenly got back pain.. Quite serious lor.. I was very worried.. She cudn't move.. And she has to look after my nephew and send and fetch him to and from sch.. I wanted to help her but she told me to just go to sch and that she can handle everything.. AND.. On my way to sch i was informed 2 of dem miting me at 2pm.. FINE.. Then reached sch, I found out anothr 1 not coming bcos of her mum wat yday wat police watever laa!! Then wat abt my mum?! ZUT!! I shd hav juz stayed at home and look after my mum..
This is not happening once okay! It is like this EVERYTIME!! And i can still be g00d to them?! I cant believe it!!

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

Bad things happen, but usually we do not feel their effects on us forever. It is really true that time heals wounds. Your disappointments are important and serious, but your distress will pass and your life will take you in new directions. Give yourself some time.
- THE 100 SIMPLE SECRETS OF HAPPY PEOPLE by David Niven -

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There are an infinite number of things you could spend your time thinking about, but many of us concentrate great attention on those things that we find most upsetting. Do not ignore what bothers you, but do not focus on it to the exclusion of the things you enjoy.
- THE 100 SIMPLE SECRETS OF HAPPY PEOPLE by David Niven -

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

Your life is made up of many different facets. Do not focus on one aspect of your life so much that you cannot experience pleasure if that one area is unsettled. It can become all you think about, and it can deaden your enjoyment of everything else - things you would otherwise love.
- THE 100 SIMPLE SECRETS OF HAPPY PEOPLE by David Niven -

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If you have been disappointed by strined relations with a friend or loved one, you must realise that each relationship is unique. Do not let tension with one person convince you that you lack the ability to be a good friend or a loving family member.
- THE 100 SIMPLE SECRETS OF HAPPY PEOPLE by David Niven -

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You are not here just to fill space or to be a background character in someone else's movie. Nothing would be the same if you did not exist. Every place you have ever been and evryone you have ever spoken to would be different without you.
-THE 100 SIMPLE SECRETS OF HAPPY PEOPLE by David Niven-

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Friday, February 04, 2005

It hurts...
Very much...
Why?
Why do some people choose to lead the wrong way of life, when they actually have sufficient religious knowledge?
When they are able to think for themselves what is right and what is wrong, what is allowed and what is not?
It's so disappointing.
They have a bright future ahead but they choose to go on the wrong path.
Till now i am very disappointed.
With him.
Never mind what he has done to me.
I am just utterly disappointed with him.
For choosing to lead that kind of life.
Hmmph...
Maybe he doesn't care for his life, so why should i?
But..to think of it each time..
It hurts...
Very much...

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

You are UNIQUE! Ur the good type of person!
innocent and you like your life the way it
is.Ofcourse there will come the bad days but
your friends are always there for you. Keep up
the good work because there are people that can
never reach the stage you are in right now!
Please rate.. thanx


Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

i'm doing g00d..(ya rite..) no cicak.. and i hope the situation goes on like this..

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You're taffy!! You're a clever and kind person,
but you tend to hold grudges. You are not big
on dishing out forgiveness.


Which kind of candy are you?
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