Tuesday, January 18, 2005
I am grateful to be able to hear, talk and SEE. But there is 1 thing which i dun wish to see at all. LIZARD. Seeing LIZARD really ruins my mood and day and thoughts and concentration and ME ME ME ME ME. Haiz, how can i do my project now? My thoughts are somewhere else. I hate this man! I long to see him and yet i dun wanna see him. (atleast, i TRY not wanting to see him)I feel very "dunno-wat" inside me.. It's like, unbearable lor.. Feel like letting it out..Feel like shouting.. Bcos i saw him but i did not talk to him or say "hi" or look at him and just acknowledge each other's presence.. I treated it as if he weren't there.. As if he were invisible.. But i know he saw me and he looked at me but i pretended not noticing him and pretended to have a serious discussion with my friends.. HAIZ.. AND..... WHY?? Why must all this incidents which have got to do with LIZARD happen on TUESDAYS?? This is the pattern i notice since May/June 2004.. Why huh????????
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