Saturday, November 27, 2004
I still cant forget him.all this while I try to seem disgusted with him.i try to make myself hate him.when actually inside my heart...I dunno what.i dunno why.even though I know how bad he is and how unworthy he is for me.i know hes not worth my tears.so many people have talked sense into me about it but I still choose to be a fool.i dunno what to do.i hate myself for allowing myself be a fool.evryting that I’v given in to him.evryting that I’v done with him.all this while I try to appear cheerful.no one would hav thought of how im actually feelingn inside.yes!i crack jokes.i tampilkan penampilan yang ceria and funny.but I dunno how long I can carry out being like this.appearing to be what im actually not.
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